hotter than your girlfriend!

2006-04-01T18:26:00.000-08:00

hihihihi tomorrow is madhatters sports day, and its ALL going to be SO exciting. me jess and yvonne have got pirate hats, complete with eye patch and 10k earings! W-H-O-A...

and after that its probably to the zoo to meet tarzan the monkey man and find out what colour is his underpants/ botanic gardens and picnicsss heeehehehehe

I CANT BELIEVE I KNOW YOU AS A FRIEND. YOU'RE THE MOST HYPOCRITICAL SHIT I'VE EVER MET AND EVERYONE ELSE (even those i dont even know) KNOW ABOUT IT AND THINK THE SAME WAY TOO. yucks i am SO disgusted, eww?

2006-04-01T03:03:00.000-08:00

go to Xanga for my 31st march post!! blogger keeps effing deleting it, and i FINALLY uploaded pictures.

HEYMOMITSMEMOM

today was hollaback crew, and i just want to say that SC SPIRIT was permeating through the air, and was like, the loudest school in the whole of padang. WE BEAT ALL THE OTHER FANS FLAT MAN.

i feel so happy I LOVE SC. we're in the FINALS OF 98.7 HOLLABACK CREW. are we cool or are we cool!!!?!?!?!?!

2006-03-30T04:44:00.000-08:00

i've been feeling queerly tired these days : NO MOOD TO UPDATE dooooods.

anyway im so excited!! tmr there is history test, but no thats not waht im excited about.

tomorrow is the TOPSHOP FASHION SHOW!!! are you excited, NO??!?!

4pm The Tent@ Ngee Ann City
and 5-7 is the after party with 20% off stuff so i am going to help jess and yvonne buy shit!!

my parents are away this weekend so its gonna be excruxiatingly boring, or extremely exciting. i hope it is EXCITING (duhh) cause theres hollaback crew on saturday and sc is in semi finals!! so we're going down to support and watch the other schools, plus there is practice on one of the days for madhatters sports day on monday. I HAVENT BOUGHT MY HAT, hurr hurrrrr i think it'll be quite funny when all the scgs peiople turn up in funny bobbing hats HAHA.

I HOPE I PASS A MATHS, hurrhurrrrrrrr

2006-03-20T03:14:00.000-08:00

xanga is the way to go, hurrrrr! anyway i just realized so many sc people have xangas and i didnt know -.-

WHAT ABOUT LJ?!??!?

xangaaaaaaaaaa (click)

2006-03-17T23:04:00.000-08:00

Hey people!! pat managed to fix my xanga site before moving on to Seattle! and LOL she posted this damned funny narccist post that made me laugh like siaw.... you all should go read. but she says neighbourhood school people/ahlians/losers and wannabes should stay out of the site LOLLLLLLL omg you should really heed that advice because you might get majorly stoked.

anyway FLY HERE!: MY XANGA.

oh and if any of you recieved tags from me last night; ITS NOT ME ITS PAT AND LYNN THEY WERE USING MY NAME LOL.

and...BIG NEWS!! WEIZHEN LOVES TAFIK BATTUTA

2006-03-16T04:53:00.000-08:00

i am so tired, and i just want to say that today was Disheartening Thursday, and no, not even Urban can make up for it. yes there were nice people, there were rude people, there were evasive people, there were MUTE/DEAF/BlIND people. I've come to a disappointing conclusion that expats and foreigners are way more generous when it comes to donating to our LOCAL (read: SINGAPORE) Children's Cancer Foundation.

my mouth aches after those fake mega-watt smiles (though it did earn me quite abit of credit!! :DD), my throat is sore from all the "HI WOULD YOU LIKE TO DONATE TO........" when they don't even listen. like HELLO?????? i exist and i am talking to you, at least have the courtesy to look me in the eye and respond. I HOPE ALL YOUR KIDS GET CANCER MAN, LIKE HAVING NO SMALL CHANGE/RUSHING FOR LUNCH IS AN EXCUSE.

also, i no longer believe it ONE BIT when they say you're actually nice (unlike previous conclusions)

also, its disappointing how you defend yourself with your loud, pointless, and understated arguments which don't, at any point, make any sense.

also, i don't see why someone does something and YOU HAVE TO SNOBBISHLY point it out in a disgusted tone. and then, you go on and do something rather unsightly/rude/in general, not so good, and expect others to find it funny, or.....NORMAL.

also, it is annoying how you bluntly and blatantly point out your dislikes (which could be MY or anyone else who is present's likes).

also, theres no need to put such venom when expressing your P-E-R-S-O-N-A-L dislikes. not like we need it, not like we want to know, not when you ACTUALLY KNOW that your "dislike" is our like. seriously? its just un-needed, like what, ARE YOU PURPOSELY TRYING TO PISS ME OFF.

seriously, im not in such a good mood now. i am disappointed, i am pissed, i am disillusioned, i am disgusted, i am dishearted. its such a emotional whirlwind and i need to let it all out.

2006-03-15T18:09:00.000-08:00

my house smells like chlorine and washing detergent and all i can think about is Day late Friend and what huimin said : ROMP IS FOR LOSERS CAUSE LOTS OF AHLIANS/ NEIGHBOURHOOD SCH PPL/ UNKNOWNS ARE GOING. I DONT WANT TO WASTE MY MONEY, TIME AND PRECIOUS LIFE!!!!!.

we could have been lovers but at least you're still my Day Late Friend.

cant wait for later!!! i really want to go for huimin's kishmish??!(thats what i heard heehee) shit, i heard its REAL;LY FUN, and its held only once a year!

buttttt. i'll be jingling metal cans and placating people with fake smiles on the face hurrrhurrr. really? but foong, amanda and jess are coming to SAVE THE DAY! and i just want to say i <3 my friends.

2006-03-13T17:16:00.000-08:00

today is Point-Form-Day, only because today, sentences are so passe.

-i am disappointed to miss Saturday's party- oh and longan ice.
-i love my 2gr freaks (: really!
-today is spex.
-i am a teensy weensy bit nervous.
-actually, not really, because im playing against Shuen and Huimin ( i am always playing with them)
-you know, i love shuen and huimin alot too!
- and i love shuenmin for her.... i dont know i just love shuenmin!!
-and huimin is cool cuz she is so blatantly sarcastic- and COOL.
-yeah, i always remember our lounging at Shuen's pool, its us and sponge bob + lots of macdonalds love in our mouths.
-WHERE IS TIFFANY????? she is in italy.
- yeah i miss those italy freaks- tiff, yvonne, charlene beatrice...and who else?
- i hope they teach me italian when they come back!
-well i guess that means tiff wont be joining us for our pool sessions at shuen's house!
- huh... but we cant cause me and wz will have our ____________ this week.
- its okay, cause we're going to the zoo/night safari, so its still cool.
- i swear, we're really going night safari/zoo- and that we wont end up watching King Kong ( "which is like going to the zoo" quote un-quote weizhen)
- we are going queensway later to eat and buy shuen's tennis stuff.
-and on thursday, its Metal Cans Day at Cityhall. i hope singaporeans are generous on that day, and the Cans become so full, you can barely hear the jingle of coins (or even better, the swishing of PAPER NOTES) hee :DDD

- i love my friends! i really do.

2006-03-12T21:55:00.000-08:00

HELLOMOTO. i finally posted my OBS post! so.much.fun

anyway this past week has been such a guilty experience. SIGH I PROMISE I'LL COME TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY FROM NOW ON. *unless i really really feel i am dying.

anyway. SO i went to bankok this weekend with my funky aunt (JANICE) and her banker friend Ann, so pretty!! the whole trip, i spent so much money!!! i am going to save up now. THE WHOLE TRIP WAS : eat, shopshopshopshopshop, massage, bodyscrubs, MASSAGE, then shopshopshop, eat, shop, tired-massage,. shop shop shop, sleep. eat eat eat eat eat eat shop, spa. SO FUHNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN-all of you must go!!!

coolioz, but we spent so much money, only because my aunt and her friend are both high-flying career women in their EARLY 30s, and are SINGLE AND THRIVING....whoohoo, so sexy!! AHAHAH

i bought so much stuff back from bangkok omg!!!! the shopping was gooooood. i bought so much so much nice clothes and shoes and bags. AND AND AND i had so much fun seeing shoes, trying shoes, and BUYING shoes at Siam Paragon!!! THEY HAVE THE NICEST SHOES EVER...!! but!!!! THE FOOD, IS THE BEST. i ate so mcuh, and the restaurants we went to, were all so bar-ish and they looked like clubs, but they really serve good food, unlike some clubs. WE ATE SO MUCH AND IT ONLY COST US LIKE... S$40!!!! wowwwwww

anyway, DONT WORRY!! i bought you shits so much stuff!! like weizhen her spoingebob shirt!! and cats, and foongs millions of earings, ALL SO NICE OKAY. and amanda's tonton thing. and jess's shirt that she wanted to buy in heeren but couldnt find-i got it for you in yellowwww!!! and tiff's tonton thing, SORRY I COULDNT FIND YOUR BAND SHIRTS, but have fun in italy you siaw!!

okay, i am going out now, i am in such a good mood!! OH and plans for us to go romp are cancelled because LOL apparently alot of losers and neighbourhood sch people are going, SO NAH. I AM STILL VERY HAPPY HEEEHEEEHEEE!!!!!

2006-03-04T05:30:00.000-08:00

OBS was such a experience! i know, i left whining and grumbling about digging a hole and burying my own shit, and NO showers for 5 days (disgusting), but i've certainly come back alot wiser, and i've had SO.MUCH.FUN!!!

i definitely have no idea how i survived the past few days, but i am just thankful that i had the COOLEST GROUP (weizhen's group also!!) in the whole whole whole OBS whirlwind. every night was just so much "scgs gu-niang" whining with yvonne, nicole (ee) and emily (the runner)! whats with slapping on layers after layers of Prickly Heat, running our hairs with water, toning our faces (LOL paranoia), and getting affected by yvonne's PIMPLE WHINE.

doing things as a group: PIGGING OUT, tissue/face toner moments, cooking yummy maggi mee and curry chicken-SHIOK!, bloody cold showers, drinking disgusting OBS malaysian water, calling mummies, missing mummies, powder/sunblock/INSECT REPELLENT paranoias, pitching our PRETTY tents, fussing about sand in the tents, getting pissed off at mosquitos/sandflies/PIMPLES and face rashes, peeing in the bushes, roughin it out with our "homo-sapien sides" (we know its in you) and bluntly talking about peeing/shitting in the bushes and our SHRINKING BOOBS (and yvonne's B LOL)

i am glad we did NOT kayak 40km and come back with ugly tan lines and peeling skin like *ahemlosergroupsahem*!!! LOL i think alot of people look really bad with their tan they look better with fair skins! for some reason, their features now look blurred.... .... ....

2006-02-26T05:44:00.000-08:00

TODAY was such a heehee day again. its like ever since i lost my teeth, its happy hour, every hour! im serious, its mildy ironic, how laughing makes me look like a crazy old lady.

stayed out the WHOLE DAY,and i spent so much money in queensway. YESTERDAY ALSO, wtf!!! anyway HAHAH we found out jess SECRETLY speaks with a hongky accent with her mom, ooooh SNEAKY hahahah!!

anyway OBS tomorrow... sigh... camps are SO not my thing.

2006-02-25T06:25:00.000-08:00

blogged on my dying LJ, hahahahaa where are all the freaking sc people who are supposed to sign up??! HAHAHA. livejournal.com/users/peppervogue/

2006-02-23T19:56:00.000-08:00

Elevator Lady Levitates Me

i have just made a shocking discovery!!!!...
_______________________________!!!!!!

see what staying at home too much does for you?

i was just talking to Olivia the whole morning. SHE IS FREAKING FUNNY HAHAHAH i was spasming like f*** in front of the computer HHHAHHA I miss scgs already!

i just hope i am well enough for some saturday F-U-N.(: I MISS ALL OF YOU SO MUCH!!

2006-02-23T07:09:00.000-08:00

Something's very wrong here
Your heart has frozen over
and something's very strange here
You've lost all desire
The comfort we create to prove
We're something
But we're starving
Screaming in the night cause you want answers
From the one
And there is hope again

these lyrics have been accompanying me for these hellish hours. THANKS!

2006-02-23T00:19:00.000-08:00

i realize, that only when im sick, i start to appreciate simple pleasures of life, that are ALWAYS readily available, just that i NEVER notice. i take everything for granted, and sometimes i really feel so disgusted with myself for being so shallow.

for now, i can only be contented with making LISTS of Things I Am Going To Eat When I Feel Better. guess what?? island creamery and macdonalds tops the list!

i really miss school, not the tests though. i miss happy recesses with the gang and queueing up for chicken mushroom noodles with weizhen and sometimes jess. and i went missing, just when i remembered jess, foong and amanda started appreciating chicken mushroom noodles love! and im serious when i say i miss eating chicken mushroom noodles for recess. i havent' been eating so well these past hellish days, and i swear my boobs have shrunk............ ITS BECAUSE I HAVE LOST WEIGHT! i really crave solid food and i wish tasteless porridge wasnt so tasteless. ):

on a lighter note, island creamery has MYSTERY FLAVOUR NOW!! its really good, except i cant eat it...

and i no longer and open my mouth wide and stuff my fist in it without yelping out in pain, life sucks! the headaches wont go away, everything is so wrong,im pissed at results and disappointed with my first quarter's performance (the first term is ending!). im going through mid-life crisis, AGAIN...

2006-02-21T23:13:00.000-08:00

i feeel like shit now seriously!!. blah life sucks, i hope yours sucks too!

2006-02-18T06:08:00.000-08:00

HELLO!! my dad is so cool, after the china doubles won the Australian open doubles, he went all the way to shanhai to buy back this effing tennis tapes with a million episodes IN CHINESE.. but its effing good, and it takes snaps from topplayers in action to emphasize its point!!! ITS LIKE WHAT KANIKA TALKS ABOUT HOW LEVEL 3 COACHES DEMO HIS POINT!

i amwatching the tape now it is very good!! and the DEMO STUDENTS who help the coaches are the winners of the australian open doubles and olympicsdoubles champion from china!!! SO COOL :DDD all of you should watch!

2006-02-17T00:01:00.000-08:00

ATTENTION ALL TONTON FRIENDS. he has a blog!!!!!!!!
how fucking cool is that?!?!?!

anyway, tonton says, he expects all fellow friends to tag him at his spanking new blog: HE IS WAITING!!

find tonton at HIS WEBSITE and leave a message(:

man, aren't you just excited? by the way, tonton says hi.

2006-02-15T03:05:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was VALENTINE'S DAY!! sorry im one day late <333333.

it was really nice, flowers and balloons and presents and food everywhere! its so nice to have friends to buy presents for and recieve presents from, I FEEL SO LOVED. lawl!!!(lol)

SO, i just wanted to thank everyone for the tulips, roses, daisies, lemon sherberts, hersheys!!!, more hersheys, BOBO (!!!!), lippie sweets, kinder buenos, kit kats, flowered cards, VERY VERY NICE PERSONAL NOTES (my favourite!), fuit pluses!! some chocolates, sanitary pads, HAND MADE COOKIES WITH MY INITIALS!! eclairs, ferrero rochers, rabbit sweets!!, heart "satays"? handmade ice cream stick art and alot more which i cant remember cause i ate them all up. and BALLOOOONS from nick/pat/shen and gang!

angel and ward revelation and turns out my very cool angel (who gave me lots of letters/presents/chocolates) IS YVONNEEEE!! lawl the siaw woman! she got 2 stalks of (nice)flowers!

SOO, after school, we decided to hang out at NYDC so our lovely scgs friends could have a taste of BOO BOO CAKE!!! its the yummiest cake in the world and NO it is not obscene weizhen! yumyum and i bought a funky new cap because i have come to the conclusion that wearing a cap while playing tennis wont dry out my hair!! i wore it during training today but it made my eyeballs hurt again.

I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT TOMORROW :DDDD but weizhen and i wont be able to play together for very long!!. because i have to go Jensen's and cut my hair with emelyn :( we are going to carry out a SECRET MISSION which is inclusive of SHARKS, and OXYGEN TANK, and GOGGLES, and FLIPPERS, and the floaty SPONGEBOB, and TON TON!!. what do you think we are doing???

2006-02-13T02:30:00.000-08:00

hello imoto.

today i finished most of my valentines day shopping, i hope i didnt miss out anyone (: im so excited about tomorrow! i got tiff this super funny thing i saw it and i couldnt stop laughing but it looked EXACTLY like a Tiff-y thing so i had to get it (even though it was so effing ex). left all my shit with foong, thanks foong! we bought each other bobos.... ....

im crossing my fingers and hoping all of you like your presents!! going out to get flowers later (:

thanks weizhen for tonton! if you dont know yet, tonton is the most goodlooking, cleanest and nicest smelling boy you'd all ever meet. and like yirui said: it takes a REAL MAN to wear pink, yeah fo shizz.

here's a picture for those who have just been ditched or is still looking for a valentine! ton ton can be your(s) (valentine) too, that friendly little thing!!

2006-02-11T20:50:00.000-08:00

YOU KNOW WHAT!!! i want to play maplestory again.......
FENG YOU SUCK you didnt train my account to level 40, LAWL, but thanks at least its 20, HAHAHA. anyway, the bad thing about maple is when i play, i waste so much money and time- it is damned unhealthy!

but the new sstuff are soooo pretty, and now you can effing get married- WTF?!?!???!?!? ( thats rather stupid).

anyway, on a lighter note, i've got my To Kill a MockingBird, and i am halfway through my Dale Carnegie book, so just incase you wanted to know, i (and TONTON) am on my way to Harvard/Princeton or some elitist college and we are going to return as effing elitist expats (like how my future son is going to be) and laugh at all the lousy neighbourhood ahlians/CMI. BUT, its not like you care anyway, but this is a blog so screw you, LAWL. but seriously, all of you should join LJ so it wont be a dead society among scgs girls! and LJ, is waay cool. fo shizzle.

HAHA last night, this damned fugly guy and a group of his (probably dumb) poly friends approached someone (it is to protect you!!) for her number and it scared the effing hell out of me because he reminded me of last time when me, pat and shen were being stalked all the way back by this group of these (probably poly and dumb) guys again. and the whole time i was whispering OMFG..... DUMB PEOPLE!! TO HELL LAWL. neighbourhood freaks. lololololol TON TON bvyebeybeyebyebe. thanks wz!!

i am going to draw you a rough sketch of ton ton soon! stay tuned...........

2006-02-10T21:29:00.000-08:00

been so effing busy, its like im taking O levels or something. now i know why i havent been getting enough sleep :DDD

yesterday was bumming day at island creamery again, so many people!! but we didnt get to see anyone scream and wipe hands on the walls though. we wrote lots of valentines day messages for everyone(actually, namely ourselves. LAWL)!! i've been forgetting things alot lately. and NO it doesnt help that i write it down because i forget to write it down. things been going really fast lately and somehow, i cant remember alot of the things that happened this few weeks. so fast, its Feb already!!

recess, remembered giving foong fishballs, im starting to beg people to help me put back my bowls alot. and someone brought gummies which tasted like cement glue and i somehow remember foong eating organic salad............. i think jess/wz/amanda/foong herself said it was from raelin.

WHAT IS THE HUNNYBEAR DISEASE (from weizhen)!! I MISS TONN TONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNZZZZZNNNNNNZZZ. ton ton. you know, ton ton makes me think of ahballing peanut soup with EXTRA peanut tang yuan. LAWLzXZXZxzx.

P.S: weizhen is SECRETLY crossed eyed. Farmer thiang's plantation has only coconut trees. and Olivia and Shuenmin and Tiff pangseh us!!! guess what?!?! THEY ALL DONT WANNA TEACH ME CHEM AHAHHAHAHA.

11th: players and swingers thing today, BALDY IS GOING!! hahahahahahahahaa. tickets tickets call grace.

buy romp at zouk ($16) and acjs funOrama tickets($20) from me!!

happy v day! CANT WAIT LAWL.

2006-02-10T06:27:00.000-08:00

recently, i've been feeling really stupid. i dont know whether its all that hype about joshua ang ( THE TOTAL TURN OFF) and shawnlee and i not stupid but all i know is that i haven't felt this way before- or at least for a long time.

at least something is going to make up for it!!
WEIZHEN IS GONNA BUY TON TON FOR ME. (lawl)

anyway, tomorrw is the players& swiNgers thing and apparently there are like 2000 people going!! charlene was like HAPPY QUEUING lawl!!!! so i am still deciding whether i should go with grace and all but BOOOOOO 2000 people sound very annoying and CHARLENE SAID HAPPY QUEUING.

today we watched abit of the dead poets society (sth like that) and everyone was very goodlooking and i think the show seems cool. HOW COOL IS A MOVIE TITLED DEAD POETS SOCIETY!!!.

and we annalysed mockingbird in class today:DDDDD and tomorrow i shall go find my mockingbird book because nick says that it is one of the ten books you have to read IN ORDER TO GET TO PRINCETON, or somethine like that.

TON TON!!!!!!!!!!!!! weizhen is his godma,

2006-02-06T03:01:00.000-08:00

anyway so far:

st margs 5-0
cedar 5-0
plmgs 5-0
raffles 2-3!!!!!!!!!

they were GOOD. and they brought her up to play so i guess our chances were kind of ruined but whatever HAHA i just pray the mgs match goes well. at least even if we dont win we put up a good fight, cause i know this year we're all GOOD STUFF!

wearing micro tennis skirts and carrying tennis bags to school + missing CRUCIAL (disgusting) lessons make me feel guilty good. skipping Dlau's unreasonable tongue lashing and seeing old friends ( the lucky asses who goes to elite schools!) again, and then the after: BIG love in the atmosphere!

last night, i hope beatrice had the sweetest 15th EVER ( even though you only celebrate it once). and i hope she likes the presents, its reaaaaallllyyyyyyyyy pretty! went back to her place to play cards and jr, js and rx walked me home cause it was really late. upload pictures another day.

THANKS WEIZHEN FOR THE NICE SONGS they are so nice HAHAH!

i cannot wait for next weeeeek!!!

2006-01-31T07:03:00.000-08:00

went to the airport at 6 to send off nick tan!! he is leaving for australia! anw it was so fun we played hide and seek in the airport and we found an angbao on the floor with 20 dollars!!!!!! yumyumyum ate swensens (which i havent ate in ages) and GOD it was GOOOOD :D

cabbed down to clarke quay and lazed till 11. kicked around and there were shoes flying everywhere. anw i cant wait to watch I NOT STUPID TOOOOO. joshua ang is SUPPOSEDLY really goodlooking but wtf he was so DAMNED UGLY on this mag advert on TV i wanted to start weeping by the screen, but whatever. he has the DRYEST UGLIEST LIPS IN THE WORLDDD.

and huimin said that apparently he thinks he's like some bigshot now that so many people are swooning over him (and his ugly lips). but hehehehe shawn lee is so goodlooking now!

NVM I AM FOREVER GOING TO LIVE WITH MY WEILUN HE IS THREE WITH THE LONGEST EYELASHES AND HE IS THE MOST GOODLOOKING 3 YEAR OLD I HVAE EVER SEEN(yf also HAHAHA). i am going to lock him in a secret underground place and nurture him to be an ELITIST and he is going to go to a ELITE all boys school and recieve the best education so he will be a goodlooking and brilliant little boy OKAY?? bye( dont be jealous pat!).

2006-01-30T03:01:00.000-08:00

TODAY WAS GOOOOOOOOD :D

so, patricia, lynn shen, fang, nick, nelly, hans, nick lee, YOKEMUN, gerald and junyi trekked to malaysia for lunch!! thanks alot nick, for coming up with the bloody stupid idea, as usual.

nick: ehhh today lets go to a very very very special place for lunch!! they serve up the best mee reeeboos (whatever that is) and its a SECRET PLACE.

we were all so freaking enthusiastic and WTF?!?!? he made us walk past customs and walk across the bridge which was at least a million km long. and after taht we couldnt even see JB cause there were so many so many mountains and trees. but anyhow junyi was smart enough to ask people to hitch hike us ~~LOL~~ LAWL( new spelling from weizhen!!) so all of us stood in a row until 3 cars came by and brought us to the tax place in front of JB.

i swear it was so frigging far away OMGGGGGG.

and they ate the meee reeeeboos and we had malaysian prata (which was super yummy!) and the man gave us an angbao each!! but it was green hehehehe. walked around, took photos and then watched nick and nick terrorize a little boy. BOUGHT CHEWING GUM WITH OUR GREEN ANG BAOS and whoohoo nick's mum sent us home.

squeezed like mad cause there were 11 of us squeezing into seats meant for 8.

seriously, crazy outings with friends is the PERFECT CURE for overeating, waking-up-feeling fat-days, and the constant poking of relatives about WHY SO SKINNY ughhghghg LAWL.

anw yesterday was so fun!!! gerald said we could go to his house to watch australian open and see his super fantastic POLICE dog from ns dog unit!! SO COOL.

okay the peopel are here now BYE!

2006-01-27T23:48:00.000-08:00

yesterday we got down and dirty! annoying SINGING candles and some bad tiramisu cake that tasted like crap (its the thought that counts, its been a long time we've sang birthday songs together. anyhow, im so happy for jeremy, and im glad he is not dying this june(inside joke HURR)!

had a little piece of jean and hannah and rachel and some stupid bush action that left us scratching.

HAHAH and omg nelly and nick and ALL OF THEM are so frigging retarted, i cant believe i missed what they did HAHAHAHAHAHA.

this sucks hurrhurr i dont know whether i'll be able to make it for monday's bumboat ride because ALL OF THEM ARE GOING TO DO THE SAME THING AGAIN AND I WANNA GO SEEEEEE EHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

2006-01-24T05:46:00.000-08:00

im just glad things are not longer going downhill and i can catch a few quick breathes every now and then. and its finally in my capability to accept that things just arent going to be like last year. but yeah we're still gonna hang and you guys will always come back and visit so i guess everything is still cool.

i have so much to do, and catch up, and there are at least 5 more people i have to keep pace with this year and its not going to be so easy anymore.

how do i describe this? fiery tension and lots and lots of caution.

2006-01-23T04:08:00.000-08:00

nostalgia sucks! got me round to thinking about P1 life and henry park's goooooood canteen food(:

-and winning my first ever sports day and cleaning my first ever medal!!
-and in CTSS running around with farah and hillary whom i swear, looks EXACTLY like yujie, no kidding!!
-watching the head prefects and vice prefects directing national anthem and one day dreaming of RAISING THE FLAG and conducting national athem with EVERYONE's eyes on me!!!

zhang is so funny hahhahahahah we're talking about phones LOL and beatrice is talking about china scholars HAHHAHAHHA

2006-01-22T02:12:00.000-08:00

today was GOOOOOOD. woke up late, as usual. met emelyn and watched her cut her hair, she's looking so punk/rockster/retro/trendy, all at the same time now!! but donning on eyeliner, she'll still be the emo kid we ALWAYS knew she was. HAHA.

played tennis with pang tiff and yingmin today, doubles with them is always so exciting( makes me want to pee).

today, i woke up and realized my brother had WAXED HIS HAIR. mohawk style, which got me really exctied because he is actually going through "that" phase where guys fuss about their hair and NEVER let you mess it up. well at least my brother still lets me touch it! im so glad because i want to be there for him where he actually starts fussing about appearances and clothes, its so unlike him!

big day for the big girls tomorrow!! geisha goodness afterwards, which can only mean lots of goodlooking people like GONG LI and ZIYI ZHAAAANG.

link to eljay peppervogue because i uploaded some party shots from lomo. i miss all those happy sec 2 moments with the gang(:

2006-01-21T05:02:00.001-08:00

hear hear, i am sooo bored, was suppose to hit town to buy my NY shit and the weather just had to take a turn for the worse, WHAT HAS THE WORLD COME TO?!?!? these days weather is so unpredictable it makes me feel like i live in some freak island like in Lost.

sooo i am here to update since weizhen and tiff , nick and lynn all say my blog is DEAD.

quizzes for the super fantastic bored phucks.

What type of personality do you have?

Here is the analysis:

A confident person

You like to do activities on your own. You are confident and that's why you don't care what other people think about you. You are ambitious and often worry about your future. You don't like to be a follower because you like to be independent - this means you are always trying your best to be the leader. You are attractive to other people because of your confidence and intelligence.

Your Hidden Talent

Here is the analysis:

The Mass Communicator

You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.

The last analysis

You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your though.

SEEMY BLOG IS NO LONGER DEAD!!!!

2006-01-21T05:02:00.000-08:00

2006-01-21T02:48:00.000-08:00

some things make me very happy!!!! like one off pieces!!!

and the kara saun dress from season 1's Envy Challenge is on sale for 100 dollars of the American currency!! and by the way, it was the winning piece of the challenge(:

HAHAHHA and apparently, the very lucky woman who got her hands on three of the pieces said that this dress is a TOPSHOP size 6 and can only look good on a A/B cub woman, perfect for the petite princess!

anyone interested already?

2006-01-21T02:32:00.000-08:00

I GOT A NEW LAYOUT :DDDDDD well its kind of screwed because i made it HAHAHAHAH so i shall fix it sometime soon.

dude, today is such a unfit-for-blogging day because i can never write during weekends!!

tomorrow is going to be such an exciting day, i cannot wait! and i cant decide whether i should spend or save my money, because the fact is, i haven't shopped for NY clothes hahahaha which is ONE WEEK FROM NOW. and all the sickening shops are doing sales which = SO MANY PEOPLE YOU CANNOT BREATHE. so i am still making plans for later (&#(%&(#&$*(#&$(*#&($&(# tHisSsSxxszzsxxx suxZXxzZX.

my parents havent been home since wednesday and i hope they are having fun at their honeymoon! meanwhile, freedom isn't so perfect because i miss having people to boss me around. and today, i listened to EVERYTHING my brothers asked me to do because later on, i am going to TURN THE HOUSE UPSIDE DOWN!!!

watch this space!

2006-01-20T06:33:00.000-08:00

i love sec 3 life, with all the happy recesses with the usual bunch, after-school madness, flavours of the weeks, and looking forward to days without double math, double science, and classes that end at 12.50. that is, minusing all the homework, and stacks of worksheets waiting to be punched and filed.

tournament's on monday! its gonna be back to good ol' ponning classes and eating at munchie monkeys, screaming in the bus, MOVIES AFTER EVERYTHING, and vending machines who swallow our coins! it feels so exclusive.

YOU KNOW, i dont understand how the schools try to enforce this thing about blogging with precaution BECAUSE they are always giving us a reason to bitch. LIKE DLAU TODAY, she's either stupid or stupid.

WE ARE GOING TO WATCH GEISHA TMR SO EXCTING.!! dg shits better bring your ang baos monday! although me and tiff will already be slogging during the weekends making coolio CNY DECO.

2006-01-17T05:50:00.000-08:00

so, i've been pretty lazy/busy lately. life's hectic as usual now that schools started and everyone is having birthday in Jan. GUESS WHOSSS BIRTHDAY IS COMING?!?!??! and dude, its not mine.

and its been nice to get things off my chest, thanks for all those who listened anyway(: it seriously feels alot better.

and today i dislocated my knee while riding bikes with nelly!! stupid slope caused me to bang into a tree HAHA but it sort of came out and went back in? like the bone and the notch.

okay so now my blog is not dead anymore weizhen!!!

2006-01-14T04:15:00.000-08:00

ELJAY. peppervogue.

and i really like people who blog vaguely. COMPLETE WITH DOUBLE MEANINGS which take quite a bit of read between the lines!

**I KNOW YOUR WEAKNESSES!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehehe BOO and you two should stop fighting and dragging everyone in.

and isnt it weird, intimate thoughts locked in diaries for personal nolstagic moments and now, we BLOG all these for the masses to see?

THANKS SHUMEI this is from her blog! i like annalysing personalities.

Global Personality Test Results

Stability (80%) high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic..
Orderliness (43%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion (76%) high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

Take Free Global Personality Test
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trait snapshot:
social, outgoing, worry free, optimistic, upbeat, tough, likes large parties, makes friends easily, rarely irritated, open, enjoys leadership, trusting, dominant, thrill seeker, strong, does not like to be alone, assertive, mind over heart, confident, controlling, feels desirable, likes the spotlight, loves food, social chameleon, hard working, concerned about others

2006-01-13T21:35:00.000-08:00

TODAY i did something really really really wrong!!!!! i should have realized earlier but i KNOW I CAN DO IT AND I WILLLLLLL.

thanks to those who bought tickets okay! BUT I AM STILL SELLING FOR BALDY SO IF YOU'RE INTERESTED JUST SMS or leave a a tag. :91392443

refer to previous entry for more info.

AHGOIURHGOHGGHJRHGKJHRKGJHRKJ im so sad! and this is such a facade.

2006-01-11T04:15:00.000-08:00

hello people. i am here advertising for ~~baldy~~ TAN hahahahhaha (i havent seen you for soooo long). she is selling/promoting tickets for her friend and her friend is selling/promoting tickets for

COCO LATTE ON THE FIRST DAY OF MARCH HOLIDAYS(which im not sure is what date) BUT
tickets are at $14 and the party starts at 10.30pm!

for those of you who are bored and have nothing to do on THAT DAY, would like to destress from whatever shit is going on, or other blahblahblablahblah, then this party is for YOU!!!

okay call/sms 91392443 if you're interested or leave a message at the tagboard. yum and i'll try and get back to you.

*please contact me before january because thats the deadline! AND confirm before you order tickets because there are NO REFUNDS.

baldy better thank me!!! (:

2006-01-10T05:21:00.000-08:00

today was really really reaally reaally fun!!!!!!! but i spent quite a bit so its rather depressing. only to know i cannot CONTROL myself. but yes i ate 19 xiao long baos!!! good stuff.

we went to the new waterfront today wtf IT WAS DAMNED FUNNY. cause its still in construction so the walls are full of graffitis from the banglahs. yeah and wtf they worship some green goblin???? i think they meant ninja turtles and they said BYE BYE THAILAND hahahhahahahahaha anw. mr chew told huimin to open a door so that more light could come in to the indoor courts and wtf when she pushed the door the entire door fell of the hinge and made this crashing sound IT WAS SO FUNNY hahahahahaha and all she did t=was push the door LOL.

and today was really really really good again because we saw ___________ at waterfront!!! AND SHE IS A NATIONAL PLAYER we saw her whacking like shitass good balls in the indoor courts and SERVING like whoaaaaaaa!! so we caught alot of action whoohoooooooo!

2006-01-07T22:35:00.000-08:00

www.livejournal.com/users/peppervogue/

link link link link link. read: LINK. not relink.

hello anw i've got a quiz from rx HAHA coolios squasherrrrrrrr! and im bored and a no life freak since its raining like eff outside.

T: YOUR IDEAL PARTNER
1. State whether your partner is a male or female.
2. Write down your 8 requirements of your ideal partner.
3. Tag 8 other people and notify them that they are tagged.

1. Male

2. The 8 ideal requirements.

1) smart
2) humourous
3) enthusiastic
4) and somehow a little nonchalent abt things. hahahaha im like contradicting but yeah.
5) hardworking
6) trustworthy
7) has the x factor.
8) CHEMISTRY!!!!!!

3. Do the quiz!
umm umm. WEIZHEN, shuenmin,huimin, emelynnnn, patricia, SHEN, beatriceleeee(: and and and um. RUIXIAN AGAIN hahahahahaha.

anyway, this post is very important because it is supposed to tell all of you to WEAR PE ON MONDAY BECAUSE ITS MASS PE. so all you 3DG people go wear pe uniform if not me and teefee will be in trouble. and all those not in 3DG better wear too because if not YOU WILL GET IN TROUBLE HAHAHAHAHA bye.

2006-01-06T07:42:00.000-08:00

today: happy recess and burning tongues. milo and laughters. sold out bibi and baba uniforms. SHAUN hHAHAHAHA! blushing. double disgusts. ISLAND CREAMERY! tiger beer ice cream. crummy crowded buses. weizhen and town. lots of eating. couture notebooks! looong walks for the perfect fish n chips. jap/manga fashion. lousy chicken rice and orange julius love. flirting with little boys. rainy days and lousy matches. eye candies and night at hotel rendezvous with retarddssss.

today was really good. AND I HAD BANDUNG ICE CREAM.

2006-01-03T06:06:00.000-08:00

first day of school, its a nebulous start to a whole new year! so many things to do, so little time.

weizhen, foong, and bernice came to join us in DG just before recess. it felt just like last year, eating happy orance biscuits admist hearty talk and then laughing at foong laughing. i feel bad that we wont be able to do it this year, at least not so often. but today, it really felt like we were the good old GR girls again and damned i really miss Sec 2.

school rules have changed! now we're allowed to wear ear studs of ANY colour (whoooohoooo!!!). just not exceeding 05.cm, which is actually quite alot really. but classrooms are locked during recess, so now more of our usual stay-behind-and-eat-orange-biscuits session.

after school scurrying around SC and overseeing the sec 1 orientation. i know i keep saying that i will NEVER EVER miss scgs school life ( Henry Park is the only way to go!) but i think i didnt mean it when i said any of those. Today, i kept thinking about my Sec 1 life and it made me jealous to think that i only have a year or so to have fun in SC (o levels next year).

BEATRICE'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING! and VICKI TOOOOOOOOO!

2006-01-01T22:39:00.000-08:00

blogged on LJ. peppervogue!

anyway everyone is doing NY resolutions! damned its painful to start the year with a list of THINGS TO DO hahahaa

and SOMEONE is copying my posts i swear everything they write is SOSOOSOSOS simillar and even the words she uses? HAHA in your face!! booooooo.

2006-01-01T06:23:00.000-08:00

i guess this is where we've come too. and im just glad things ended on a better note today. julie shifu and heemhian are no longer in 3DG! ): no more charlene jess yoke hian FOURSOME , gay bantering and good old orange biscuits under the table.

2005-12-31T20:17:00.000-08:00

fucking screwed last night. and im sick its new years. link to LJ blogger is fucked up.

www.livejournal.com/users/peppervogue

ilove pat and lynn and fangsy, nelly nick justin and everyone who was therelast night

2005-12-29T20:42:00.000-08:00

theres so much to be thankful for this year, im not so sure if i've done enough to deserve all these. link to my LJ. and i hope i havent forgotten anyone.

today is going to be soooooo fun cause nelly is coming along with us to the night safari. i just hope your shaver-nicked armpit is FINE. its going to be a day of denim shorts and trekking on suspension bridges!

oh and TIFFANY LOH MIN QI is in 3DG toooo! one more person to the list of cool people AND SEEE I DIDNT MISS YOU OUT TIFF!

eeeeewwwweweeeewwwww i don't get why you have to include things that you BUY in your bloody wishlist. its like you are trying to let everyone know you bought this and this and that and that. the point is, you NEVER include them in your wishlist until you totally chance upon it and buy it*&#*$&)#$*#(*)##) so fake!

2005-12-29T05:34:00.000-08:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO HELLO. today was like bloody gay AHA i shall blog on LJ since its going to be empty until i get to collect my lomo film tomorrow! HEHE. anw classes are out LOL i am in 3DG hello i hope our class has like, the COOLEST PEOPLE(: but who cares lol we need to concentrate on O levels!

anyway to huimin: HUIMIN YOU LOUSY KAMPONG GIRL YOUR BLOG HAS NO NAVIGATIONS I CANT GO IN!!! lol hahahaha my house is nicer than your house

oh yay i got the list of people i know from charlene's blog.

THIS IS THE LIST OF COOL PEOPLE IN 3DG NEXT YEARRRR: sarah
bra
amanda
yoke
jess lee
yirui!
julie
hian
sam
esther
and ade
farhana
kim
yvonne
faith
alberta
camilla
carine
audrie
amanda lee(:

okay whatever but i hope the class is COOOOOOL. yay wtf i just came home since 9 my feet stink like shit.

oh and this is so cool yesterday the number of people who visited my blog was like over a 100. TODAY ITS A FUCKING THOUSAND!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-28T00:11:00.000-08:00

check out my new LJ blog! its probably for my pictures and some daily morsels here and there. i'll consider doing it permenantly if nick and the rest joined in, YOU ALL TOO! but dont bother relinking i havent exactly decided on anything yet. so yeah fo shizzle dizzle dooods.
just remember to leave a comment at my LJ. lol and lj has this cool feature where you can read all your friend's latests posts in a page and save all the stupid hassle. fo sho!

P.S plus Lj allows me to TITLE my posts. unlike lousy blogger. although blogger is more versatile when it comes to layouts but wtf, id rather title my posts.

WE ARE GOING TO THE ZOOOOO TOMORROW HEHEHEHEHEHEHHE i love weizhen and shuenmin and emo kid.

2005-12-27T20:16:00.000-08:00

i think one day when i grow up, im going to spend the rest of life in those secluded coffee shops along cramped streets, and smoke( okay maybe not) and indulge in caffeine in a unaffected corner- reading newspapers/magazines dating back to 1970s with lomo in hand!

its very much like holland village at dusk (the stretch with wala), where its unbelievable quiet for a holland village street. with the pubs all temporarily closed (till further notice in the evening) and swanky open-aired tea parlours lining the sides. lots of love.

around 10 closing midnight, pubs with hands open wide and expats/party-goers dot the holland streets. and sometimes, the air gets so thick with liquor (usually around midnight) that you could just get high walking along the bars.

last night, we went there again (after lost party thing HAHA) to get emo kid a hot drink. the pubs were unbelievably packed (especially eskibar) but there was no liquor smell in the air. i think it only happens during midnight where people start losing their head to too much alcohol!

still, HV is the perfect lomo place(:

lolololol waiting for lousy weizhen ( WHO DOESNT WANT TO WATCH KINGKONG) to return my sms HAHAHA. <333

2005-12-27T08:03:00.000-08:00

WHOOOHOOOOOOOOO. lost party was damned rad, except we dressed up but removed it cause it looked seriously damned stupid HAHAHAHAHAH. andandand its frigging sad weizhen didnt go ): but anyway we took tons of pictures for her so its good stuff yeah! and it feels nice to FINALLY complete my 2nd batch of lomo film. i hope everything turns out really good.

going out tomorrow with wz and shuen. LOL wz is so retarded she doesnt want to watch Kingkong hahahhaaahaah wtffffffffffffff. HAHA countdown on saturday, but im not sure what party plans nick or jianrong has but i'll probably go with emelyn and shuen hehehehehe tennis chicks bonding session!

anyway bb its effing midnight. LOVE YOU ALLL. see you thursday for class postings in school(:

2005-12-25T00:21:00.000-08:00

yesterday, tramped down to Orchard before nick's christmas countdown (LOLLLLLLLL) to get in tune with our "festive side". apparently stupid greg didnt manage to find his, cause he didnt exactly get the idea of christmas as the season of GIVING AND SHARING, ha!

anyway, i was suffering from pre-christmas guilt, because

1) dont celebrate christmas, SO I DIDNT GET ANYONE NICE PRESENTS ):
2) recieved 17 christmas cards by mail, half of them from people i dont even REMEMBER.
3) and i didnt even bother sending out christmassy greetings!

SOOOOOO. yesterday Nick's thing was damned gay nelly got drunk as usual wtf LOL ok nvmmmm thanks for the presents anyway ( even though im sucha hoe i didnt buy any!) there'll all reaaally nice i promise i'll get all of you damned nice birthday presents shipped from all over the world HAHAHAHAHAHHA.

*middle of the night, suddenly the guys get up (oooh sneaky!) and go into the bathroom. suddenly,

nelly(lionel): (&#$(*08()*()U()&)(*#(*# whattheF*****!!!!! bloody *beeeeeep**beeeeep*
greg: shut up dammit f*** you whats your problem
some unknown voice cant recognize: HAHHAHAHAHA ewww.....
nelly: *(&)#**$(#*()$*#)($*)(#*$))

HAHHAHAHAH turns out they sneaked into the bathroom to SHAVE THEIR LEGS wtf so metrosexual anw and our dear nelly tried shaving his armpits and ended up nicking himself LOL we took photos dammit and it was so disgusting he bloody bled LOL yeah okay christmassy sunday brunch just now whatever seeee you guys later theres the christmas parade at scotts HEHEHE bye.

2005-12-23T07:39:00.000-08:00

im starting to lose interest in writing and putting emotions to words. its starting to seem so superficial and impersonal. only because this fall has been so draining. sometimes i get worried, thinking that i put too much of myself into my writing (for EVERYONE to see here) but its a blog so i write whatever shit i want, YEAH SO SCREW YOUUUUUUUUUU.

Ed hardy fashion show(among others) and some waffle love made my day. and these days, its so hard to avoid christmas's festive spirits. i find myself indulging in christmas shopping ( inwardly, buying things for myself LOL). somehow, shopping crowds become so common, they become oddly repulsive. the feet they are tattooed with stupid telltale signs of high-heel madness but whatever, they make me tall and i love the shoes. sometimes, when i put them on, i feel like i could conquer the world!

i am getting anxious again. so much spending and then before you know it, its New Year and theres the inevitable ushering of Spring collections, and the mad shopping frenzy begins, yet AGAIN. its one of these mundane/lame reasons that make you want to HURRY GROW UP, earn your own money so you can spend throughout the seasons and not worry about money or the lack thereoff.
its stupid because i never know when to save and when to spend. Christmas- SPEND! New year, hello Spring collections- SPEND. Summer, shorts and t-shirts perfect for Spore's weather-SPEND. Autumn-SPEND, because everyone is. Winter-christmas shopping again, SPEND-duhhhhhh. then the vicious cycle continues on and on. it probably NEVER stops.

OH. and VIN is in lurrrrveeeee<3333. it feels different to hear him going " oh, i know_______ loves these sort of shoes." i knnow i should be feeling happy for a friend, but somehow being in love seems to make you lose a certain part of yourself. i think Vin is changing already.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGLIN. and i lovelovelovelove you alot. i just hope you had your perfect dose of happy 14th(:

2005-12-21T06:14:00.000-08:00

*(&#(*&#*&#(*$&(**((*( screw you *(#$&(#$()*$*)(*)!!!!!!!!!!! ffffffff morbid jealousy my foot *(#&*(#&*(#&*(&$*#&*($.

KHFIOEUR*E&%)$*)(UFIDJ never felt like this in ages. but i feel accomplished, - and you know its good. entertaintment, check. food, check. invites, check. GIFT BAGS-check, FINALLY. now all YOU have to do, is TURN UP

- and you all better! (cause its gonna be so fun, hello its dress up HAHA!)

all i wanted to say was: i know im a really lousy friend and im sorry i didnt bother to establish connections or anything (i effing suck). but i still know, even with the stupid facades you put up, that you're still you. its sad, that we can no longer exist comfortably in that silence stage ( and still "understand" us). shitishithit this sucks okay you know what? whatever its all damned meaningless now BYE.

2005-12-20T01:42:00.000-08:00

all of you bettter go for Lost Party cause its gonna be such a blast, we even bought MACHINE GUNS dammit. if you're not going, then well, shit you. HEHEEHAHO. just now was superrr funny HAHAH i lovelovelove shopping for shit you dont need.

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this is a summary of your personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You are self-confident and happy with your life.

http://www.drawahouse.com/houses/show.asp?houseID=152909&houseHash=e8a105490d256769840146bd88ea2d27

go to that link to see my really cool house! and draw your house too.

HAHAHHAHAHHA it doesnt show on blogger wtffff yeah whatever my house was so nice well stop ogling its my house so screw you HEHHAUSHIUY*#$Y(*# i love typing on imac keyboards (#*&%(*&)$%)(#*$(#)($)(#)(8 come for lost party okay bye.

2005-12-19T05:50:00.000-08:00

BACK! i missed you, you you and you. goodwood christmas party was phunk, upload pictures some other time(:

farewell postphoned to 27th and its a frigging LOST party. superrrrr rad. its effing dress up and i realize i have this thing for costumes. fuck, i love Lost. more than i love my ben and jerrys. down to PS/city hall/suntec/orchard tomorrow to buy the shits we need for 27th's madness.

christmas thing (probably) on 22nd LOL apparently its gonna be damned funny HAHAHHAAAAAA we're trying to persuade weizhen now okay bye.

2005-12-18T21:58:00.000-08:00

D&G + Motorola =
its a limited edition Razr with liquid gold finish! superrrr rad.

and Nokia 7370 has reached our shores already!

2005-12-17T21:46:00.000-08:00

thursday was spent with relightable candles, gameboy freaks, NYDC, ordering from walls, and delicious fudge and marshy cake. wwe watched the cat rule the city from the painting on the wall! oh, and i had some lovely ham and cheese love in my mouth, it made the day good.

reunion sleepover with no sleep and lots of (QUITE la huh) heart to heart talks. it was nice being able to talk like P6s again(: lovelovelove you all.

then friday after TLL. bummed around at viennar. watched alex blow her smoke rings which yes, is not very healthy but extremely funny, they went over her head AND WAS LIKE A HALO HAHAHAHAHAHA okay not so funny now but then it was crazy! ate shaker fries which made me so thirsty i became a water buffalo.

party tuesday night i hope all those dis-enthu people turn up HAHA. airport on wednesday night for pat poop (YAYYYY). and i love christmas sales!

2005-12-14T23:27:00.000-08:00

ritz last night was such a blast, pity i didnt get any sleep because fang's leg was on my face HA! wala later! CANT WAIT(: hehehe and our cake looks soooooo good.

Carrie: How about I read you a little bit of my favorite poetry?
Aleksandr: Please.
Carrie: [Reads from Vogue] "Cocktails at Tiffany's calls for classic charm. Oscar de la Renta sleeveless silk full skirted dress with black patent leather bow belt." Now that is pure poetry.

(excerpt taken from the sixth and last season of sex and the city)

i swear, this is my favourite part from the ENTIRE season. and after the part, Aleksandr even orders the gorgeous salmon pink dress from Oscar de la Renta himself and has it delivered to his studio apartment, which Carrie wears for a private art gallery opening in Paris, superrrrr rad!

whats more, Aleksandr is such a sexy name for a french artist!

ANDDDD

apparently Cinderella's slippers are sadly, unlikely to be made out of glass. but more probably, FUR. but the story came about through mistranslation when the French for fur ("vair) was written as "verre"- for glass.

(: today, im all literature and reading.

2005-12-14T01:10:00.000-08:00

hey, i collected my christmas shit today! anyway. it looks quite different from the picture but oh well, i guess tomorrrow im just going to have to compromise with something i have! I'LL GIVE YOU A GENERAL IDEA OF WHAT THE SKIRT WAS SUPPOSED TO LOOK LIKE, and please its not porn weizhen LOL
"glittery lace skirt" blahblhalbh from SS. dangit it looks so pretty here right and it comes in black and green. obviously this one is the green version!

but anw it looks quite different from the picture ( i think) although weizhen and tiff thinks its the SAME lol but im still quite sad. but rasheda was reaaaaally nice and sweet so i'll make sure i'll go to her for future purchases!

im at shuen's house now. its baking session part 2! they're all mad they are singing gay freaky fridays song! and huimin is so lousy she abandoned us to SHOP!

i love shuens house its so big and hotel-ly! LOL and her bed is so comfy and the aircon is so cold! WHOA and the music is blasting like shit ass loud LOL okay now we're trying to drive tiff crazy with my humps! HAHAHAHA

2005-12-13T17:19:00.000-08:00

hellohellohelloooooo! im not at training for the good of mankind.

anyway im still meeting the tennis girls later at shuens house for baking session part 2. AND I CANT SWIM CAUSE I GOT MY THING TODAY!!!!!! boooooooooo.

hahaha and all of you read HUIMIN's blog for more info on what happened on MONDAY's baking session. bloody funny LOL and huimin you freak I DIDNT PANGSEH YOU ALL hhahahahaha i wanted to watch tv but shuen's mini tv had like NO PROPER RECEPTION. i was going nuts watching America's Funniest Animals which so was not FUNNY. and stupid shuen's chair broke into 2 and i didnt know how to put it back HHAHAHAHA.

have to collect christmas things now BLOG LATER. yumyum.

2005-12-12T08:06:00.000-08:00

tramping down to Coro for lunch with a noisy bunch makes lunch alot ALOT funnier. and we used a REAL trolley at NTUC!

afternoon at Shuen's house baking cookies and then cakes meant for joanne, bobbing round the pool with SCGS pe shirts, air matts and NOODLES(?), watching Survivor, and then eating the cake meant for joanne. temptation is so hard to resist!

baking session PART 2 on wednesday, only because fudge and marshmallow cake 2 needs to be done before big wala wala dinner!

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.
You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.
Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.
People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

Your Inner Child Is Happy

You see life as simple, and simple is a very good thing.
You're cheerful and upbeat, taking everything as it comes.
And you decide not to worry, even when things look bad.
You figure there's just so many great things to look forward to.

How Is Your Inner Child?

You are a City Girl!

Whether you live in the city or not, you've got the heart of a city girl.
You're up on the latest trends - what's hot in music, food, and fashion.
And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun.
Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

2005-12-11T07:39:00.000-08:00

i've decided its so much simpler to just type in KEYWORDS and leave everything else to the imagination.

today was: brunch@glasshouse, lunch, tramping, clarke quay, gallery hotel, architecture, bollywood discussions, sunglasses(lynn) toy sale at takashimaya! hopping, plans, singing, elmo the cookie monster who can apparently "dance around in a full circle AT HOME", escalator repairing, wednesday's anticipation, seeing the cute ANGMOH sushi chef, west coast, picnics for saturday, lomo, KOL, losing NP, advent calender.

tomorrow is all about baking and fairy cakes! we're baking a special something for the special joanne and shuenmin as THEY TURN 14! awwwwwww.... i hope they had wonderful birthdays (okay fine joanne's is not here yet), ooooh so rad! i want to make fairy cakes im bugging captain crunch to REVEAL the recipe now hurrrhurrr. and i think we're making candy too! im so excited so many people are going!

2005-12-09T19:00:00.000-08:00

i like the way we no longer worry/think so much about Tomorrows and we live each day like there will ALWAYS be a Tomorrow. i love that post-exam periods takes away all that superficial anxiety and regret (for not putting more effort, if theres any at all). i'd like to think that i have surpassed that stage where i even worry. december is only for re-living the fabulous 2005s and ushering funky 2006 with open arms. i think we're TRULY living in the Big Machine!

i realize the agenda states 6 frigging christmas parties (and 5 arent even on christmas plus 3 in a row next week!) and they all require formal wear which is so annoying (except the one at sentosa) SO I HAVE NO CLOTHES I NEED TO BUY 6 FORMAL OUTFITS (okay maybe less) AND I HAVE NO MORE MONEY BOOOO i wish i could turn my neopets property into REAL money then i'll be extremely rich i could buy all ya hairy asses dudddes!

P.S: Jay is the winner of Proj runway season 1! and the winning model is JULIA! ewwwwwwwwwww i liked Martinique.

2005-12-09T07:59:00.000-08:00

HELLO. i think today was a really nice day, almost perfect. i havent had a day like today's for a rather long time i guess. many nice things happened today and everything went so smoothly, its almost unbelievably(: its cool, all the good things happen at the same time.

ITS CONFIRMED! going down to collect it on wednesday HEHHE i was waiting weeks for the reply! and then had dinner at glasshouse with the usual bunch after TLL. i swear greg has gone nuts he had 5 chocolate milkshakes OMG, but it was hilarious LOL and today we knocked over TWO cups better than last week's 5 cups!

AND IM EXTREMELY HAPPY cause i realized my dad keeps my baby passport photos in his wallet(: actually he has mum and all of us's there but mine has a star on it! he says i stamped the star myself when i was a kid but i dont remember so maybe HE IS JUST BLUFFING ME AGAIN. but it makes me really happy to have my picture in dad's wallet for the past 14 years(:

today is really a good day! i hope its a good omen(:

2005-12-09T00:01:00.000-08:00

OMGGGG stiletto just returned my email and HAHAHA they have what im looking for (and the right size) IM SO BLOODY HAPPY IM HOPPING MAD NOW! but they'll only fly back from the States on the 14th so i'll have to go down to collect. which means i'll be slightly late for nick's thing at ritz. BLAHBLAHBLAH im so glad everyone is coming back from overseas ( except pat, booooo) and its really nice to have everyone safely back in Singapore (:

2005-12-07T05:22:00.000-08:00

***WELCOME BACK WEIZHEN!!we missed you SOOOOOO much! and HAHA its just good knowing you're back AND MY TAG BOARD IS WORKING NOW!***

comfortable cab rides, as always. shuen, tiff and i, walking down cobbled Holland V. trademark Kaiseemeeeeens and secretly drinking the sauce, its getting damned unhealthy! delish Chantilly ( its just fanciful strawberry shortcakes) and constant shoos to HURRY UP and then squabbering at Thai Express. bobbing up and down to our Nano(s) and singing out of key. listening ( and singing to Punk Rock Princess) and getting painfully reminded that emelyn didnt want to be mine. HA!

i think one day, i am going to graduate from SC and miss all these stupid moments. i know the next time, im going to sit at Thai Express and have all these rushing back to remind me of 14 years olds and ipod Nanos.

today, i think i grew up alot.

2005-12-06T02:36:00.000-08:00

noon outside jazzy marina squares and water fountains without our famous suntec's. today, we counted marina basement tiles the way we count the times we go christmas-deco sightseeing. orchard's seasonal atmosphere was SO much better the year it was draped in blue, whites and silvers (complete with snowflakes). musical notes and reindeers suck. this year, christmas looks like chinese new year.

shit, i think i just turned into a harsh, emo, poetry junkie kid.

i swear one day Shaw is going to collapse because it has a level 1 and level 3 but NO EFFING LEVEL 2. or more, like i couldnt find level 2 after ()*$*^&$^&*^#*@&#^& hours of escalators and vomit stench.

**weizhen COME BACK SOON lol i really miss you and i have SO MUCH TO TELL YOU grgrgkrgkjhskgjhkf!**

dinner party at Nick's place tonight, and its only tuesday! i think i really miss our late night escapades and rolling around on highways without cars.

waiting for neopets to send me the password confirmation. Neopets really feels like its coming alive again!

2005-12-05T07:27:00.000-08:00

new layout(: credits to Jcouture and perhaps LAMB for ideas!

tomorrow is spex finals. and i dont really want to go, perhaps its because i didnt win anything since the last season with yingmin! but id say this season was really fun with emelyn, perhaps the FUNNEST(:

emelyn is going down to support tomorrow, but its at like freaking 10am ( and i probably wont wake up till about 1pm) so there. i guess tuesdays is for us to sleep the monday blues away. probably going suntec with Jean, hannah ( hannah and jean!), clare, julienne ( TAG PARTNER WHOOHOOO!), and others like tessa, rach koh and jiali ( i think?). WHOOOHOOO and i think clare promised that we could touch the fountain! i swear i've been reminding her since god knows when. we might be bringing gloves just in case the water is contaminated LOL and i like suntec aaaalot because every turn reveals ice-cream shops, NYDC, and yami yoghurt!

oh but i hope emelyn can cancel tuition though, then the emelyn WHO REJECTED MY OFFER TO BE MY PUNK ROCK PRINCESS (and im her garage band king) , ernest and i and the many others can touch fountains together.

**AND WEIZHEN I MISS YOU ALREADY AND I HOPE YOU'RE HAVING LOTS OF FUN WITH AUSSIE AND THE BOYS! <3333

2005-12-04T05:09:00.000-08:00

slow december mornings and picnic brunches at botanics. china-town/clarke quay scouring (______all closed on sunday mornings!) and lynn's narrcistic camera whorings. i miss old time charm, whereas now with all it's sleek buildings. and old peranakan atmosphere is no longer in the air ):

3.15 matches and argueing with funny umpires, all the while repeating GOOD-courts-only-please! jean and hannah, hannah and jean! plus me and emelyn's continous whining for clean toilets. LOST...booohooo but theres always a 2nd time.

ernest catching lotsa action from the girls, julienne(wheee i missed tag partner!) and crazy fred( clare/claire/kuh-lair?) and mgs players. lucky ernest heeeehawww! plus nice after-match's mango smoothie with geraldine at the confusing suntec(: and discussing next week's tennis outing (but we never realize them HAWHAW). hope fang-y can come!

and TODAY im rather happy because i finally bought my addidas shorts AND i became a REAL emo kid today. emelyn is just the suicidal other half/ harry and the potters mad fan who doesnt believe im emo JUST BECAUSE BRITNEY IS.

2005-12-02T20:48:00.000-08:00

TIFFANY!!! what did you all do at malayia HAHAHHAA i want to know LOL. we won today HURRRHURRR

***space for our victory! ( whoohoooo!)

you

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whoohooo we're so coooool!

anyway to YOU anon ( probably that loser from CTSS wtff or some neighbourhood school) : you better be on your way to hell now for being such a no-life-nothing-better-to-do loser :P

anyway emelyn is so cool she has soooo many suitors HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

2005-12-01T23:33:00.000-08:00

BOOOHOOOO the imac just scolded me because i didnt eject the nano out properly. ): it was like, freaking 12 popups dammit! i have like 50k in neopets, and i could use that to buy your hairy ass you stupid IMAC. damned!

2005-12-01T22:45:00.000-08:00

KFCs, yokemun's double faults. smashing/volleying winners! emelyn's coool ACE serves. seeing baldy! wheee and casey, familiar faces. jellybean winning kendal in singles (i love you!) and the familiar screeching when the nike shoes slide against the courts. "YESTERDAY'S NIGHTS." whoohoooo next match is on saturday, darlings!

everythings been going pretty slowly today. and the real action only starts tonight at wala(HV) so im really bored (im playing neopets) now. heeehaw. i guess im bored because i forgot to wake up for waterfront. i forgot to sleep early. and i had a terrible headache this morning so i went back to sleep and FORGOT i had to be at east coast. dammit lah!

ANYWAY. now no one is online. BOOOHOOOOO so suck. im playing neopets, and the darn wheel APPARENTLY SPINS FOR TWO BLOODY HOURS. wtf! its puny little brains trying to test my patience?!???!! piss off man, I SHALL WAIT. hurrrhurrrr.

blahblah im shopping online while waiting for the bloody wheel to stop spinning. the internet is getting so boring. there are so many nice online vintage shops here. OOOOOH IM LOOKING AT SARIS NOW. look theres one in green and pink!

blah i shall just rant abit here:

YESTERDAY, it felt different because after the match i no longer __________________ and it was really weird because i used to __________________ every season. and after yesterdays match i didnt even recieve any from you. it felt funny and i think im really starting to miss YOU. hurrrssss.

but anyway. at least theres nick pat lynnn marcus shennay LOL lionel and the other floogos. THANKS DUDDDESSS.

2005-11-30T22:30:00.000-08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

WHOOOOHOOOOO im bored enough to pull this shit. oh wait, NO, not bored, i just need something to CALM ME DOWN. fo shizzle dudettes! WHOOOHOOOOOOOOOO

okay post something proper!:

nice weather and fluffy yellow balls. suntec-whoring and missing trainings. collecting chinese book from amanda ( failed to) and sleeping the whole morning. BIG DAY, BIG DAY! i shall go back to sleep to calm myself down.

2005-11-30T04:07:00.000-08:00

go "HERE" to see the ultimate ahlian photos! WHOOHOO from friendster and HAHA i've seen one of them before!!!!! screw all of you shit lians! i swear this is SO hilarious and SO true! (and read the comments its bloody funny!)

today the sky was edible- all glorious in pinks and plums! i hope edible skies like these last till tomorrow because i won't take it lying down if it starts raining in the middle of the match!

anyway, wednesday was meant for a bit of tennis, Lynn's place, and getting acquainted with the faggot Nano! i guess its a rather suitable calling since it made me wait so long! i got most of my songs in the Imac loaded in. but itunes on windows desktop is hard to decipher so i'll leave that aside for the time being.

anyhow, i just hope the pressure doesnt affect me in anyway and that i'll STILL BE ABLE TO PERFORM. thursdays for the big matches and the SUNTEC-WHORING! big days for big girls!

2005-11-29T04:37:00.000-08:00

conversations with nick always rakes up all these stupid feelings i hide behind the back of my head ( or heart). spex season is here again, and its once again a week of anxiety, uncertainty and losing focus. its one of those times, when you seem to have a plan, but you're not sure how to execute it, and sometimes, i'm not even sure of myself.

** i dont know why this is happening and WTF caused it, all i know is that i freaking cant allow this to happen now because i really believe this week means alot to us! i hope i fix everything by thursday and hopeful i am back on form. its not the way things used to be anymore, and it definitely CANNOT go on. there is no way i'll be able to do ANYTHING if this continues and this time, with a tough draw on hands, its time to prove everyone wrong and show them we're really able to do this. i swear im not fucking going to lose to AHEM school girls again. not after what bloody happened in nationals when the scales tipped in their favour. ( and i was SO pissed off.) and we have to beat AHEMS. and AHEMS. its hard. but we have to do what we must! and this time, im going to get my hands on that elusive ________.**

i have to really thank Nick because he is always there when i start talking to myself in my head. thankyou for always being there when i need that high tea or brunch when i get uncertain of myself AGAIN. and thankyou for always being able to convince me with all those practical, reasonable arguments you put across when my voice starts getting higher and higher and louder.

on a cheerier note: i've got the elusive- faggot ipod nano! first stocks of the 4GB has finally reached our sunny island! and i got one in white, apparently he thinks the black is "god-damned disgusting and it puts me off." quote un-quote dad.

oh, and fun in australia , weizhen! i hope you have just as much fun going mad shopping in aussie like foong!
and BEATRICE, have fun shopping in HK and i swear shopping there is just crazy! (got your present!) love both of you aaaaaalot! and be safe okay especially BEATRICE hahahahahahhaahhaah nah kidding.

2005-11-28T07:39:00.000-08:00

COOLIOS! just felt like saying that.

ANYWAY. today has been such a busy day and im dead tired now, but i guess its a good sort of tired- the kind you get when you FEEL you accomplished something. TIRED but GOOOD.

mornings at jensen's again! TENNIS TENNIS TENNIS AND LOTS OF SUN AND FLUFFY YELLOW BALLS!

i spent the whole day running around for the dressmaking plans! went around and looked around a few schools and searched up and down for all the different textile stores! so far i managed to find shops specializing in leather, silks, velvets, embellishments (diamond, studs, gems, beads...) but i still cant find my satin and fur textile! as in faux fur. DONT KILL THE POOR FERRETS!

the price can be sky-high but what we really need is quality good materials!

spotlight has wide varieties but i guess they dont really have what im looking for. there its really CLOTHS and PRINTS and not much textiles. they do have furs but they look too faux. waaaay off!

i hope everything kicks starts by next week and hopefully i can rush out a christmas present for Pat before she leaves! and at least i'll have a sort of focus other than tennis! oh, and i hope golf starts immediately after spex!

anyway trainig tomorrow AGAIN and there are tennis plans for wednesday so it feels like i've been playing tewnnis continuously for dunno, really long? i hope spex goes welll!

2005-11-27T03:03:00.000-08:00

today was RTC day! it only means nice cold showers with steam rising up to the harsh flourescent lights (complete with blue and white slippers!) and a morning with lovely yellow balls and netted ceilings! made a little more eventful with the mad woman who came to lecture us for using our own towels (huh?).

then we were tramping round orchard to seek the early christmas atmosphere! but we forgot to visit the shit-huge christmas tree ( with HIGH VOLTAGE plastered on the wires) at Taka. a tad disappointing.

bought shoes again! now that exams are over- that superficial euphoria brought about by shoe-shopping is BACK! its quite disgusting how i get happy over shallow things. i hope its only because its christmas ( shopping season lah) AND because end-of-year sales are coming! actually, i wonder when end-of-year sales are because i think its supposed to start like...NOW! i love the way end-of-year season sales can slash a pair of 200 dollar shoes to less than a 100 (and then getting excited ALL OVER AGAIN because we got a shoe for half price)! only the crowds are a turn-off.

anyway, tiffany and co. are coming back tomorrow from MALAYSIA. wheee! i hope she bought me my dunkin donuts. AND IM SAD CAUSE WE DIDNT GET TO SING A HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG FOR YUANFENG LIKE WE DID LAST YEAR! nevermind i think i'll sing him a nice christmas carol-ANY SUGGESTIONS?

p.s: i finally found out whats happened in lost up to the Nov 23rd date! OHMYGOD i swear everything is getting so exciting, we're all going to pee in our pants!

2005-11-25T21:26:00.000-08:00

brunch today! high teas and brunches and now we're all not eating lunch and breafasts!

MY HUMP MY HUMP MY HUMP!

tiff just called LOL from msia and yuanfeng is there! HAHA and its his birthday today :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))). and he said HELLO ON THE PHONE! hellolhellohellohello tiff and yuanfeng and all those crazy shits at the addidas tournament. im suddenly feeling bad NOT to be there, im missing out on all the crazy action and hotelroom crashing!

but they'll all be back by the wonderful mondays so we shall all await the return of the fabulous tennis players of sc!

and im slightly disappointed that i missed the“Black Friday Blogging"! -the fashion blogging event! BLACK FRIDAY IS THE BIGGEST SHOPPING DAY IN AMERICA! and celebrate we must-by blogging about fashion (views...) !

of course, the Manolo has it all summed up in his usual fabulous flow of words. but check out the Almost Girl page for the full sum up of the event!

cheers to Black Friday Blogging!

2005-11-25T07:38:00.000-08:00

unbelievable. seriously. fitness is a big nono and my arms ache worst than dumbledore's DEAD hand. i can't imagine how spex season next week is going to turn out, and i dont PLAN to screw up. SOMETIMES I WONDER IF DETERMINATION MIGHT CURE EVERYTHING?

after training goodness! the usual: MACS! double cheese burgers cure EVERYTHING. talking.laughing. and a bloody hell lot of noise (:

and i suddenly remembered patricia and nick in those days- ooh lala! and the stupid times spent in chalets and breaking beds HAHA.

walked in the sun. parkway parade is so funny HAHA but AHEMSAHEMSAHEMSAHEMS and the staring was unbearable. LOL!

JUST NOW AT HOLLAND V hahahhahhaaa we played soccer on the road with a bunch of american kids. SUPER FUNNY hahahhahaa i think my feet don't understand instructions from my brain. and i ate so much, i think i should gain some weight by now!

and today, i just want to say. IM DAMNED HAPPY HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH i wont say why obviously its quite immature and irrelevant and EMBARASSING hhahahah but i've really not seen AHEM for such a long time LOL and today i saw AHEM and i didnt even know AHEM was there so i didnt say hi. I THINK AHEM THINKS IM DAO...noooooooo! anw, before AHEM left i shouted BYE ______!!!!! like really loudly i think AHEM waved (: and i swear AHEM is as adorable as ever! don't get me wrong its NOT an infatuation or boy loves girl, girl loves boy thing. ITS JUST VERY "sibling-ly", that sort of CLEAN relationship! and i feel really bad because PSLE was during my streaming, and i was too busy to wish him luck or anything. SIGH! AND I REALIZED, tomorrow is AHEM's birthday! im glad i remembered because if i ever forgot i'd kill myself. but________ ____________________.

i hate the way this happens and rakes up all these wrenching feelings. its hard to sleep.when its this way.

2005-11-24T02:41:00.000-08:00

you're blowing my mind!

sun's been out the past few days! i suppose its good the greying days are gone, they take all the enthusiasm out of me. i like it when the Sun is this way, orange, warm and beautiful, the kind that inspires the vainest to go tan themselves. they remind me of legos and little red blocks.

talk about TAN: jensen's today left me reasonably tanner. im glad in a way, at least i replaced the paleness of the skin since return from chilling shanghai/chengdu. i guess today was well spent(: oh and NEVER FORGET THE SUNBLOCK! i swear, hyper pigmentation sucks.

today i took lomo pictures of Holland again. i think it has become one of my favourite haunts, what with sunlit streets with cramped roads, shophouses and MORE restaurants. up down left right, laidback good old atmostpheres along the cheery roads- they spell H-I-P-P-I-E chic. i guess its hard to find a place that spells out what you feel all the time, now that rochester is probably gone. its disappointing how all the places i used to love slowly disappear for the new sleek establishments.

i still remember running along those cherry trees and vast vast fields in Serangoon when i was much younger. Saturday's windy days would mean flying kites on the field with keat and Dad, and catching butterflies sweeping in and out of those berry trees bollywood style (: i think all those are gone now. and all these seem so long ago today. anyway, i shall not lauch into another reminiscing rhetoric of the ancients.

reading the W H O R E book( they say its for aspiring cinderellas everywhere!). its actually got quite a bit of sarcasm and humour hidden between those lines of ink that run along the pages. at least its not entirely stupid and useless. YES I FINALLY GOT THE BOOK! oh and theres a part, they teach you how to please the QUEEN. and curtsy to the royalty, hmmmm that may come in useful when i see the Prince. heehaw!

High: will you be my shoulder-when im grey and older? Promise me tomorrow starts with Y-O-U.

2005-11-23T22:04:00.000-08:00

( the music is back. damned im so sick of it, but wdv IM STILL WAITING FOR A HOST, like hello?!!?!)

Nick left two nights ago for the weekends in fabulous geisha lands. we were there to send him off after Pat's experience of the lousy Harry Potter madness, apparently she thinks its pretty standard, except PERHAPS the director wasnt as adept at deciding the crucial chapters of the book.

strolled along the outskirts of airport changi. decided that one day, we shall buy air tickets and just shop around the departure gates of A.Changi, sure sounds funkayy! i swear shen has the wackiest brains among us (:

plans started rolling : christmas madness! HEEHAW. Hans ( being extremely generous and free) managed to borrow his dad's convertible! kindly came down to A.Changi to pick us up, we love free lifts! cruised under orchard's christmas lights and sky, i guess christmas is a whole lot of presents, turkey, and christmas lightings!

Han's and Feng went mad and set their EYE-CANDY hunting plan in action ( how gross). perhaps christmas has this way of raising the fun meter, YAY!

narcissists in lynn and shen: started snapping away with the lomo and digiC. waiting for the next batch of film (:

TONIGHT: dinner at wala and our Urban education! i love the pretty thursdays with friends.

P.S we found something to do for the rest of the holidays!
AND: spex draw is out. next week is so definitely going to be full of Suntec-whorings and lovely yellow balls.

2005-11-23T03:46:00.000-08:00

(: highlights of our FUNKY WEDNESDAY:

---meeting jess at her place. trying VERY hard to keep pickle away from me. i hate dogs who like (licking) feet! GENEROUS jess offered us her Harry Potter, Hermione Granger ( jess pronounces it as her-MOY-nee, HA!), Ronald Weasley and Sirius Black posters-all for the price of NOTHING! gave jess her pretty flower bouquet, i swear sunflowers cure the blues!

---rain stopped FINALLY. and headed to SCGS busstop after meeting foong. foong handing out presents from aussie and us prodding the wrappings to guess what it contained. ( THANKS FOONGEEZER). cheers to the cool people! heeeehaw.

---long boring busride. fushang and amanda abandoned us cause they had seats! HA jess me and foong standing, laughing, talking. cherished moments with cherished friends (:

---walked to cine and caught a glimpse of the new flagship APPLE store that opened last week- i swear im so outdated! booked tickets. called weizhen and rui while we went down the escalator. LOL they turned out to be like...right next to us, coming UP the escalator ( at this point weizhen starts shrieking hahahah).

--- ate lunch together at the food court below, made complete by hearty laughs, comfortable conversation and bubble tea!

---SHOW STARTS! wheeeeee! we buy popcorn and drinks(:

---seating arrangement from left to right. YIRUI. ME. JESS. AMANDA. FOONG. FUSH. WEIZHEN. weizhen and i were seperated :(! me and yirui were supposed to sit with weizhen, so we could cheerrrrrrr. HOORAY RON WEASLEY!! and fred and george!

---anyway. movie starts! WE STAND UP AND SCREAAAAAM. i swear, the rest of the cinema were so DISENTHUSIASTIC, our row was so cool!

----blahblahlah. the show wasnt THAT fabulous. they cut out my favourite details! like fleur being a veela looking girl with SILVER HAIR. she looked like just any other Beauxbaton girl, rather gorgeous though. and the SPHINX! where the hell was the sphinx in the maze? i wanted to see a sphinx so badly ):

---through out show, yirui jess and i WAVE POSTERS ( yes we brought our posters along, and everytime the character appears we wave THAT character's poster in the airrrr HEEEEHAW!) i was harry, yirui was herMOYnee, weizhen was ron and jess was the lousy siruis black who only had ONE scene! we're the coolest fans! WE HAD POSTERS.

---end of show!!!!!! WE STAND UP AND SCREAM AND WAVE POSTERS AND CLAP AND BEAT OUR CHESTS AND SHOUT KINGKONG!!!! and whoohoos. yay!!!! cheers to the cool people!

---walk around taka. something happened which was BLOODY funny. i swear we almost died laughing. and shoppped around! SHARED A CAB HOME after we finished scouring wisma.

yum! i love those freaks (:

2005-11-22T18:24:00.000-08:00

the fairy god mother: CINDERELLA, you shall go to the ball (:

awwwwwww. HAHA dont we all just love happy endings?
anyway COMING SOON: a ipod camera!!!!!
perhaps a ipod tivo. ( uhhh whatever)

omgdness im so excited about the ipod camera! suddenly im glad i havent upgraded the digicam. I BET ITS GONNA BE SUPER PRETTY. and expensive. and totally irrelevant/unimportant but i swear Apple is so strong in the marketing field, it has the stupid ability to make EVERYONE want apple products. and im sure in time to come im going to spend alot of unneccesary (sp?) money on apple products other than the imac.

i guess Creative is alot better than Apple in terms of product functions and perhaps ( in my opinion) more user friendly. partly because in Creative the product design and mostly everything is determined by the Creative engineers, which edxplains why they have so many functions and all. But i guess marketing is important too, like in Apple where the MARKETING determines their products, and i suppose ipod is alot more popular then Zen because marketing actually KNOWS what people want and are able to create that desire in their consumers through those stupid adverts and the ipod's design. SO SMART.

oh and singapore has been bloody out of stock on the black ipod nano 4GB and i have been waiting weeks to get my hands on it! today i shall go down to cine and check out that new apple flagship store. THEY BETTER HAVE IT-ITS A GOD DAMNED FLAG SHIP STORE.

yumyum watching HP with jess and gang later. FINALLY (: im so excited about fred and george.

2005-11-22T00:31:00.000-08:00

spent the early part of tuesday sleeping, i swear its definitely the stupid monday blues. i guess tuesday still ranks as one of my favourite days of the week, partly because its the day meant for CURING the lousy blues of the mondays. and also practically because there is NO excuse to be experiencing the monday blues, cause the holidays are upon us!

SO. went down to taka for lunch with shen and patricia. heehaw, we see each other practically everyday, its a good thing we dont ever get bored of each others :) read in kino since i believe this holiday ( we) termed it as the SELF IMPROVEMENT fall-winter 05!

got books. obviously self improvement ones, except its not really EXACTLY self improvement, but you get the picture anyway. and shen got HOW TO BE A HAPPY TEENAGER! i swear its a good book---for all those emo freaks out there. and Pat got another HOW book( forgot the title) and i got a stupid HOW book which is rather airhead but since i read HOW TO BE A HAPPY TEENAGER, i guess that means i deserve a special ticket to read an airhead HOW book. hoho, so much for Self Improvement fall-winter 05.

dinner later at wala! im so glad foong is back :) that means we're watching HP 4 tmr. WOW! i hope its a blast regardless of what XX says about the movie- i mean, is anything EVER going to be good enough for that stupid celebrity blogger?

OH BTW. i finally decided on what phone i want to get :) i actually liked the 3 phones nokia was promoting ( yknow the red and black ones with the S shaped keypad) but since emelyn and many others got that i decided against it. AND NOW NOKIA IS PROMOTING ANOTHER 3 PHONE PACKAGE THINGY and bloody hell its so much prettier, and its 3G too! im quite eyeing the 7370 and 7380. till spring 2006 :) CHEERS!

2005-11-21T00:58:00.000-08:00

lunch at wala-the food is funkay! im now bored beyond my years. i hope tuesday comes soon :) i know, we all cant wait! and i swear, now that im back, im blogging excessively again. perhaps too much for my own good.

thankyou shumei for the quiz! i hope SKEEPEE comes home soon!

10 years ago I was:
couldnt spell banana. never knew when to end the banananananana... ...

5 years ago I was:
in the coolest class ever and looking forward to my 10th birthday! DOUBLE DIGITS :D

1 year ago I was:
hated chewbacca and tennis ( i still do) and was still adjusting.

5 snacks I enjoy:
green tea ice-cream! strawberry romanoff :) KAISEEEMEEEEN (hahahahah) thai-exp. macs. and COMING SOON: eskibar!

5 songs I know all the words to:
twinkle twinkle little star. and all those stupid nursery rhymes. humpty dumbty.

5 things I would do with 100 million dollars:
buy all the most beaaauuuutiful clothes and shoes and bags and accessories :D
win a date with roddick. or TREY!
buy a roppongi (sp?) hills apartment!
live it out in the OC!
go to the oscars! or a movie premier. id win paris hilton flat.

5 places I would run away to:
japan. NY. france. london. nick's house.

5 things I would never wear:
ugly shoes, omg.
dirty clothes.
REAL fur. save the poor ferret!
unflattering clothes i think.
anything associated with ahlians. eww.

5 favorite tv shows:
OC! niptuck! ANTM! CSI. friends! i have more than 5 sorry, manhunt, project runway is quite unique. simple life!

5 bad habits:
sleep too much. procrastinate. lazy. unhealthy diet. materialistic? wastes money. spends excessively.

5 biggest joys:
family. friends. imac. shoes. food.

5 favorite toys:
gameboy DS. game boy advanced. need for speed underground. need for speed 2. imac.

5 fictional characters I would date:
tad hamilton? HAHA. umm trey!!!!! fred or AND george weasley. spiderman!

5 people I tag to do this:
huh? this quiz is from tayshumei!

5 things i would like to do most/ achieve:
get into Yale.
study overseas.
boast a 5 digit salary.
never wear real fur. save the poor ferrets!
own all the BEAAAUTIFUL shoes of the world! HAHA.

3 things abt my life i would like to change:
to PLEASE stop procrastinating.
be able to wake up at whatever time i want to wake up.
get rid of _______ and ________. what losers, what freaks!

5 things i could never live without:
family, friends, imac, clean clothes. shoes.

THANKS SHUMEI! hahaha LOL.

2005-11-20T22:48:00.000-08:00

i hope everything starts slowing down now. and that some things dont ever change. like us. the bonds we share. the fun. and you.

2005-11-20T07:59:00.000-08:00

i love it when you look out the plane windows and you know Singapores right at your feet- and home is hidden somewhere among that sea of yellow lights and sky-scraping buildings. i swear, i love urban living. and maybe clean toilets( with doors that actually work)

i guess china wasnt so bad. (and i realize cheena is actually a malay term for chinese speaking people, not CHINA: dumb ahlians!) i suppose im following dad to shanghai and beijing in Dec again :) i hear shopping there is much funkier!

acutally, we mostly shopped in china. plus abit of sight-seeing amist hearty laughs and AHEMs. i think shopping in china is SO much more fun. they import alot more goods, especially french labels and italian goods, but they dont really come cheap.

bought ninewest boots! i am so going to label that as the highlight of the trip! EXACT SAME PAIR AS THE ONE FEATURED IN Cleo. just perfect in black. yumyum. but they cost a staggering 200 Sing. haha.

and i bought presents. i guess i shall just get jess a ________. but i think she has one already! and we bought lynn a REAL von dutch bag for her birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! went to nick's gathering right after touch down. i swear nowadays i spend so much more time with friends than family. but i love nick and the rest just like my family okayy :) and they shower me with just as much TLC! <3.

four more weeks and holidays end, i suppose from the pessimist's point of view. i guess the first four weeks were really eventful, except i didnt really get to go for shanghai open( NO MORE TICKETS BOOOO) and tokyo's annual motor show 05! but at least we got the latest brochures so i guess its okay.

next four weeks will be:
-more nick gatherings. HA!
-the fridays and then sundays nights.
-WALA!
-HK with pat and the floooggooo! and AHEM.
-spex!
-jensen trainings with emelyn! plus lots of funkiness!
-food trips
-shoppppppinnnggggggggg.
-golf lessons! ooh.
-after training's wandering around singapore
-waterfront and our friday macdonalds! plus the cards.
-probable cocktail lessons with my babes!
- beijing/shanghai.
-AND OMG ( drum roll please!) ESKIBAR!!!!! omg capt crunch you have no idea how excited i am! i swear that place is so sexy!

i hope its long enough to keep me busy yet happy- yes, keep the booze flowing!

oh, and by the way, i swear those brown LV wallets never go out of season ( everyones using them)!

2005-11-15T01:03:00.000-08:00

i like the way the air stewardesses fuss over your drinks and do things at the speed of light. i like the way it is after take off, where we all know its holiday. i like the way foreigners try their best to help, be it for directions or for transport, thankful always, for the kindness of strangers. i like the way hotels always are! I GUESS IT ISNT SO BAD HERE AFTER ALL :) when we're all having fun!

and i love the hotel floors! boots on marbled lobbies make clanking love <3.

HAPPY early BIRTHDAY JESS! gotyouyourpresentalready:)

2005-11-12T04:13:00.000-08:00

AT THIS MOMENT

i am feeling very very impatient. i cant wait to be sixteen ( 16!!!)
then i can learn to DRIVE. my dad always says that women drivers suck. i think he's the biggest chauvinist pig around, i am glad i joined deborah's female chauvinist clan in school, we need more female chauvinists in the world to opress all these rising chauvinist pigs!! AND WHEN I AM 16 I SHALL PROVE TO MY DAD THAT I CAN ACTUALLY DRIVE. ha! oh and join our female chauvinist club! we have 3 members currently.

and today, was very funny. i went with dad, mum and funky aunt ( whee!) to orchard for lunch. and in front of paragon there were like frigging 3 groups of drummers vying for attention, its damned funny. and there was this 6 year old drummer who had 5 mins intervals after every hit, hahahaha and he was very cool, he plugs something in his ears when he plays the drums, and dons on these sunglasses!! i think he is singapore's youngest busker!

and all of them were playing drums at the same time, it was driving my dad nuts, HAHA and he says he hates drums cause they sound so unpleasant, YEAH RIGHT. hahaha and then the funniest part was when we started discussing WHO I SHOULD MARRY hahahahhahahahaahahahahaha it was bloody funny haha but i cant really post details here because it is quite offending and RACIST so yes. HAHA but in the end he said it was okay for me to be lesbian HAHAHAHA ( but i think singapore banned gay marriages). im glad i spent the day with my parents again! now, everyday feels like Happy Fathers/Mothers Day (:

2005-11-11T19:04:00.000-08:00

tulip skirts, balloon pants, swing coats, fur-trimmed jackets, black trench coats. exaggerated volume increase! fall 2005.

I MISS SUMMER ALREADY.

2005-11-11T06:13:00.000-08:00

HI(: the fever is really killing me. i hate falling sick cause you cant do things everybody else can when you are sick. LIKE TRAINING. which i desperately need. spex is coming up! and i swear we wont have a ranking this time cause i missed about 1 or 2 seasons of spex already, and also cause i havent partnered emelyn thus far (:

ok, i shall thus list the top ten sicknesses i hate!

LEAST---- muscle aches! ( its not really a sickness, but oh well)
- gashes on the knees, like after you fall down.
- RASHES!!!!!!
- ~~balding phenomenons~~ HAIR LOSS!
- sore throats, ugghhhh
-nausea
-PIMPLES
-headaches!!! and i can always hear buzzing in my ear!
-fevers
-STOMACH ACHES/STOMACH FLU and all sort of stomach pains!

haheho! i still cant believe im going china in such a conditions. AND IS THERE ANYTHING YOU ALL WANT FROM CHINA?? LIKE HONGBAOS OR CHEONGSAMS.

oh and HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY JESS again, i hope i dont forget to wish you before i leave! and i really hope beatrice manages to get the shoesssssss (: at least before it's out of stock, cause its really quite fantastic! got to PACK.

oh and i cant wait to come back cause we are going to the uber duper cool ESKIBAR (: hello tennis doooods, THERES GOLF TOO! and lynn's birthday (: paaaaaaaaartay. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOOODS. and welcome to the world!

2005-11-10T21:16:00.000-08:00

SORE THROAT+HEADACHE+FEVER= urgghhhhhhhhhh BITCH FIT.

im feeling so cranky and everything now SIGH. i hate it when i get sore throats because you can NEVER eat anything! no ice cream, no fried rice no snacks blahblahblah im being so annoyed now.

and because of the fever i missed going to eastcoast this morning and eating macdonalds breakfast ( LIKE LAST WEEK) and two double cheeseburgers and playing cards, and eating brownies and drinking orange juice!!! i bet the whole lot of them are having damned alot of fun nowwwww hehehehahahahohoho!

china on sunday! and i cant believe im sick. GRRR. oh and happy early birthday jess. I HOPE I CAN GET A REALLY NICE PRESENT FOR YOUUU (:

AND I HAVE TUITION WITH WEIZHEN AND EMELYN LATER AND I BET I'LL EAT KINDER BUENO EVEN IF I CANT! bye freaks!

2005-11-10T02:17:00.000-08:00

im getting worried about sec 3 and not being able to ascend to sec 4. im getting worried that i won't be able to cope with Advance maths and Elementary maths next year. im worried that i'll hate SCGS cause there wont be Pe and Home Econs next year. im worried that i'll get lousy teachers that dont motivate me to study so i'll end up failing the O's. IM WORRIED THAT I WONT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO SPEND NEXT YEAR!!!!!

oh and im worried about sec 3 class postings too.

this week, worrying has become SO routine.

2005-11-09T07:53:00.000-08:00

hi omggggggg ______ people are like the gross-test and the meanest and ugliest and the smelliest and the SWEATIEST and they are having camp NOWWWW. eewwwwwwwww and they are haunting me here and they are peeing in potted plants and they are pissing me off they wont leave me alone and there is this shit that is playing UNDER 18 in spex and he is like OUR age and HE IS LOUSY!!!!! arghghghghhghghghggh

tiff says: TELL HIM HE IS TWISTED IN A VERY MAD WAY

hi tiff I AGREE!!!! piss off you potted plants pee-er!

2005-11-09T04:17:00.000-08:00

today was sweeeet i suppose, HAHA OUR ULTIMATE FOOOOD HUNT! i swear, at this rate we're going to be talllll! ( they say eating alot gives you protein to be tall!)

anyway the first roll of lomo film is out :)))))) its not very artistic yet or whatever yeah but i suppose its cause the first batch is mostly for experimentation and getting acquainted with the colour flash(:

anyway, i dont think i am going to host my pictures here cause the box is too small and you cant really see the picture without scrolling, so yes maybe when i change my layout again!

2005-11-08T04:10:00.000-08:00

im being back to the stupid, narcisstic, procrastinating bum i'd been before exams again. its annoying to know that i CANNOT follow instructions i set myself. stupid stupid stupid excuses, i miss the fact that our parents used to usher us to do things in the past. i think i need a nanny. AND I REALLY MISS STUDYING. i really want to study the chem notes but WTF WHERE THE HELL IS IT?!?!?!?!?!?

and OHMYGOD it is confirmed we are going china and i am enrolling in some boarding school dunno what TO STUDY CHINESE FOR 10 DAYS!!! that sucks i think they only sell dim sum in china. i cant imagine what life will be like without macdonalds hotcake breakfast for like 10 days. I'LL BE BACK ON THE 23RD!

sigh, i think the world has come to a point where madness has been subconciously inculcated into our minds and society.

greg: i think i shall celebrate chinese new year tomorrow.
all of us: ?!????!??!??!
lionel: SO? i think tomorrow, i shall spend the whole day washing my hair using algae shampoo.
all of us: WTF?!?!?!??!
lionel: but im celebrating clean and green week!!!

i miss the old times where everyone was a tad bit normal.

2005-11-07T04:11:00.000-08:00

im feeling rather good, like the way we always feel after decorating the entire house with christmas lightings- tired but good. i suppose the first week of holidays really surpassed all my other weeks of the year, its really been that nice.

today was sweeet i suppose, KAP macdonalds with shen and lynn. all the stupid pychotic babies are really driving me nuts, i never knew i hated noise ( or babies) so much. they are literally living bundles of annoyance. oh but i shall not let it spoil my day, stay over at four seasons later!

i realize how hard it is to get all the old-school people for a nice gathering. they somehow rot and die away everytime you try to meet up. i think i miss them excessively- too much for my own good. and i suppose it isnt a very mutual thing. and maybe its just another way of saying that we should look towards the future and care more about the people around me.

i think its within me that i can stop going for any future old-school gatherings and alumni meetups ( teachers day...childrens day...). i suppose now that we're all in different schools, maybe we should cease to know each other huh? its quite stupid you know, pretending we know each other when we really dont, its all very superficial acquaintence, and its rather a waste of time trying to maintain it. why not use the time and effort spent on these useless relationships on other more fruitful ones? like the other relationships we have now?

really, i've been wasting my time. i suppose Tomorrow isn't really for you anymore.

2005-11-06T06:36:00.000-08:00

these few days ,i've finally managed to appreciate existentialism on prom night. its really quite marvellous, but i haven't caught on the entire meaning though.

OH
just came back from Nick's party ( WELCOME BACK PATTTTT!). its really nice to be around your old friends again ( and watching the same old LIONEL antics like getting drunk on barcardi!). and tomorrow theres that fourseasons stay over! im just very glad, and thankful that i have friends like this who i can have so much fun and love :)

-i know i've written this sort of thing like a million times this year already, but then again, it was only this year that i really stopped taking things for granted. they say that a person's really lucky when they have at least 3/4 friends you could really count everything on. im glad i have enough to last counting up to my 10 fingers :)

people like patricia, lyn, FANG :) shennaaay, nicholas, marcus, LIONEL ( hahahaa stupid boy), greg, nicholas #2, FENG! weizhen<3, foongeezer, jess, amanda, BERNICE :), tennis freaks like tiffany! JOANNE( for being the very practical never ever pon training girl!), BEATRICEleeshining ( my dearest!).
BIG THANKYOU! and big hugs too!

i reread the last chapter of Harry Potter, and cried all over again. i think the last page , its the most meaningful and beautiful thing that J.K rowling ever written.

' Harry looked at him, startled: the idea that anything as normal as a wedding could still exist seemed incredible yet wonderful.

His hands closed automatically around tge fake Horcrux, but in spite of everything, in spite of the dark and twisting path he saw stretching ahead for himself, in spite of the final meeting with Lord Voldemort he knew must come, whether in a monyh, in a year, or ten, he felt his heart lift at the thought that there was still one last golden day of peace left to enjoy with Ron and Hermione. '

seriously, this entire chunk SO underlines the significance of friendship and appreciating it. im really starting to miss old dumby already :(

2005-11-05T22:34:00.000-08:00

ohmygod. OHMYFRIGGINGGOD. _______ is like damned fucking pretty now luhh!! I THINK SHE'S EVEN MORE GORGEOUS THAN DENISE KELLER NOW. i cant even recognize her, seriously, she's like waaaaaay pretty! i think IP has a way of making people more beautiful?

shall go and develop the first batch of lomos! YES and nick's party later, POTLUCK :). blog later!